07-30

I feel off today. My face and hands have been sort of buzzy numb. I feel like I'm choking, like something is around my neck, it makes me gag. I have been ancy all day. I have to do something but when I do it's like a frenzy. I went out earlier and even though it was dark it was weirdly sharply bright, it reminded me of a time I was on acid. I made myself sit still and watch tv to try and calm down. I was ancy and ended up picking up a tablet so I could write, it is hardly legible. I'm going to see if the doc can see me tomorrow cause this is way messed up. Now I'm going to bed.